The Lost Super-hero - a song {from Angsty phase}

The day is done, roll credits in the dark
think back, feel tall, feel small, fel empty
more pain than pleasure, more regret, but still
there's light, there's hope, to be free

But he's falling through an abyss of smiles
those that are fake, and real ones he cant return
he feels everything, he believes in nothing but him-
his existence, as his dreams of the stars burn

wish it could be different, but its not
wish he wasnt screaming, but it wont stop
on and on inside breaking his heart..
feeling hollowed out, he trembles, cold
the ghouls pf his past and his soul that was sold
come back to haunt him; its out of his control

the world is drowning, clinging to itself for support
and feel its need, its greed, its misery that loves you
sucking him in as he struggles against the quick sand
of the realisation that evades others, just to blind YOU

move on, stay strong, dont sense it, dont greet it
he still guards his power to release the universe, to be
everything that he shouldnt be, but what everyone needs
but there're civilians in this war, the unwitting soldiers
... now he cant be free

wish it could be different, but its not
wish he wasnt screaming, but it wont stop
on and on inside breaking his heart..
feeling hollowed out, he trembles, cold
the ghouls of his past and his soul that was sold
come back to haunt him; its out of his control

Shit's my life (parody) {from juvenile phase}

* wauv-wauv dun-dun-dun dun--dun * (x2)

This aint the song for the teeny boppers
* wauv-wauv dun-dun-dun dun--dun *
no sing along for the tiny totters
* wauv-wauv dun-dun-dun dun--dun *
cos i aint gonna be just a whino in the crowd
gonna hear my cry when i shout it out loud

CHORUS
Shit's my liiiiife
and i'm a bathroom cleaner
the smell is gonna stay forever
i just wanna breathe when i'm at work..
shit's my liiiife
my bath is like a dip in the sewer
cos i aint got no place to live neither
gotta make do with toilet water
SHIT'S
MY
LIFE

BROKEN STRING- poem {from mature phase}

i tried to write you a song
a song that would mean everything
but once again, i did things wrong
tuned too high and broke the string

how simple, and how metaphoric
how ironic, that it should happen
didnt want anything enough before
and now that i do,i'm disheartened

i have screamed,and i have cursed
you listened to me in silence
when i was done and stood trembling
you held me, as your penance

you cried no tears,confessed no fears
i wondered about you, grasping
but mostly i was caught up in me
why try when there was no point asking?

your stoic face and solid stance
sharply contrasting your delicate hands
gentle voice and wordless grace
your eyes stolen from distant lands

i scoffed at, smothered and infected
every dream that you saw out 'there'
i wanted you here, i wanted you near
yet your disappointment was hard to bear

i saw you wither slowly and surely
pieces of your soul steadily fading
i wanted to help and be there for you
but another hit and i lost track again

when i came to, you were far away
you resented everything and felt nothing
i know i hurt you and wound you too tight,
and you snapped just like my guitar string